EMPTY STREETS // Sarah Katrine

“I’m walking the empty streets.
You might wonder why the streets are empty.
Let me tell you why.

It’s half past midnight.
No one is up at this time.
Except me.

And now you might wonder why i’m up at this time.
I’m awake because it’s hard for me to fall asleep.
I can lay in my bed for hours with tears running down my face.
Thinking about why, when, what and just life in general.

And this is the only time i can go out and enjoy it.
I can’t walk around like this in the day time.
You might wonder why.
I can’t be outside in the day time because i hate the way people look at me.
I hate when i have to look over my shoulder every second.
I hate when people walk into me by accident.

I hate that my heart beats so fast.
I hate that i can’t breathe properly.
I hate that my entire body is shaking.

But when i walk around in the night time – I don’t feel any of it.
I can walk around without looking over my shoulder.
I can walk around without feeling anxious.

Well…I could.. But then something happened last summer.
Something that made me stay inside all day.
Now i’m scared even in the night time.

And i don’t know what to do.”

// Sarah Katrine

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