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Outfit insperation.

PINK AND SHINY
Lovely dress paired with shiny ankle boots and long, shiny bomber jacket with some detail on
the sleeves and the back.

 Get the dress HERE

Get the boots HERE

Get the jacket HERE

SWEATER DRESS AND OVER THE KNEE BOOTS
Over the knee boots looks good with a oversized sweater or a sweater dress like the one I found here.

Get the knee boots HERE

Get the sweater HERE

BASIC AND CHILL
Not a big fan of dresses? Try this super chill outfit. Black jeans and a black jacket, too much black? Style it with a colorful sweater.

Get the jacket HERE

Get the sweater HERE

Get the jeans HERE

3 outfits from NA-KED 
Outfit no. 1 – is not a outfit I normally would wear because I’m not a huge fan of dresses and I’m definitely not pink dresses, but if I pair it with some ankle boots and a long bomber jacket, I would definitely wear it!

Outfit no. 2 – I’m a huge sucker for sweater dresses! Over the knee boots? Never tried it before, but seeing pictures all over Instagram of outfits with over the knee boots, have made me want to try it!

Outfit no. 3 – Black jeans is always a good idea and you can never go wrong with a black jacket, but some times can black on black be a bit too much black in one outfit, so I normally pair it with a top/sweater with a bright color and it can change the whole outfit.

// Sarah Katrine

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Kan jeg ikke selv se min fremgang efter, at have været tre uger ude af min “comfort zone” og opleve en helt anden hverdag en jeg har været vant til de sidste år?
-Jo, det kan jeg i den grad.

Hvordan kan jeg se det?
– Jeg er ikke længere så bange, som jeg var før jeg tog afsted. Mit hoved går ikke i panik, når jeg hører hoveddøren åbnes. Mit hoved går ikke i panik, når jeg hører hoveddøren lukkes og jeg nu er alene hjemme. Jeg mærker stadig angsten, når jeg går rundt på egen hånd, men jeg lader den ikke styrer mig og jeg lader den ikke stoppe mig i de ting jeg ønsker, at gøre.
Jeg blev opereret for en uge siden, og jeg har aldrig i mit liv frygtet en operation så meget som jeg gjorde der. Når jeg siger, at jeg frygtede operationen mener jeg, at jeg frygtede, at skulle ligge i min seng de kommende dage efter operationen. Jeg havde på ingen måde lyst til, at skulle ligge i min seng og ikke være i stand til ikke, at gøre noget – Jeg ville ikke komme tilbage til det jeg var vant til, netop fordi jeg kan se, at det går fremmad.

Jeg føler mig stærkere end nogenssinde før, fordi jeg formået, at komme ud ad sengen og fik pakket min kuffert og jeg kom afsted med England, på trods af depressionen og angsten forsøgte, at stoppe mig. At tage til England var en af de bedste beslutninger, som jeg længe har taget. Jeg stod mere eller mindre på egne ben og jeg følte mig ikke længere så afhænglig af andre, som jeg hidtil har gjort.
Det var hårdt, men jeg gjorde det og jeg er så stolt af mig selv. Så jeg kan godt se min fremgang og jeg kan godt se, at jeg kan meget mere end jeg før har troet/følt.
Jeg har ikke lyst til, at falde ned igen – Selvfølgelig vil jeg ikke det og jeg kæmper for, at holde mig oppe. Jeg ved godt, at angsten måske altid vil være der, forhåbentlig i mindre grad som tiden går – Det er jeg udemærket klar over, men jeg har formået at komme ud af min “comfort zone” på trods af angsten forsøgte, at stoppe mig, så hvorfor skulle jeg ikke kunne gøre det igen. Jeg kan se min egen styrke langt bedre end for to måneder siden.

// Sarah Katrine

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Jeg er fyldt 20 år og jeg må indrømme, at det har været noget af en ændring.

De sidste måneder har været som en vild rutsjebanetur, men jeg har ikke været spændt fast og jeg har skulle holde mig selv oppe og på rette spor. Jeg har ingen idé haft om hvilken retning vognen skulle næste gang. Om den skulle op eller ned, højre eller venstre, vidste jeg ikke og det har til tider været skræmmende ikke, at vide det men der har bestemt også lært mig en masse om mig selv og min egen styrke, men også om de mennesker der er omkring mig og bestemt også en masse om dem der ikke er omkring mig længere – Og ja, jeg har “mistet” en del “venner” de sidste par måneder. Ikke alle ville mig det bedste, eller jo det ville nogen af dem måske, men de viste det ikke.

Noget jeg har lært om mig selv, eller indset er nok det ord der skal bruges i denne sammenhæng – er at jeg er langt stærkere end jeg til tider tror/føler. Ingen tvivl om overfaldt sidste August, bl.a, tog utrolig hårdt på mig og slog mig en del ud af kurs, men jeg kan sagtens gå ud af min dør og jeg kan sagtens komme gennem dagen. En andens handlinger skal ikke stoppe mig og det skal bestemt ikke slå mig ud af kurs – Ikke mere end højest nødvendigt, hvis man kan sige det sådan.
Jeg var selvfølgelig utrolig ked af det og rystet over hvad der skete den aften/nat. Det er der ikke noget, at sige til og jeg var da også bange for, at det ville ske igen og det vil jeg da nok altid være og ja, det har da sat sine spor, men jeg kan sgu godt gå ud og jeg kan sgu godt gå gennem byen uden at skulle gå og være bange. Jeg er stærkere nu efter hvad der skete.

Og andres handlinger skal ikke have så stor en indflydelse på mig og mit liv.
Jeg har længe kæmpet med depression og angst og ja, der kommer da tanker/billeder/følelser, som jeg havde da det var rigtig slemt, i ny og næ, men jeg gør hvad jeg kan for, at holde gang i de positive tanker og jeg gøre mit bedste for, at huske hvordan det føles når jeg har en god dag. Jeg prøver, at huske hvor meget det smitter af på mine medmennesker, når jeg har det godt.
Føler jeg mig klar til, at starte uddannelse? Nej, det gør jeg ikke, da jeg godt er klar over hvor stærk min depression og angst er – Dem ville jeg aldrig undervurdere. Men jeg kan mærke, at jeg lige nu er på rette spor og jeg kan nu også mærke min egen styrke og den skal jeg bestemt heller ikke undervurdere, overhovedet. Men jeg ved, at jeg stadig har en masse som er en byrde for mig og den skal gøres lettere før jeg overhovedet begynder, at tænke i de baner. Ingen grund til, at presse mig selv og stresse mig selv.

Jeg kan også mærke, at jeg ikke er så afhænglig af andre som jeg måske var få måneder siden.
Og det skyldes bl.a, at jeg brugte tre uger i England uden min familie og venner. Det har bestemt været hårdt, men mest af alt super lærerigt. Jeg var i England for at besøge en helt specielt person, som i den grad gjorder turen til et nyt land meget nemmere.
I England var det ikke noget problem for mig, at gå gennem byen – Jeg mærkede ikke til min angst og hvis den prøvede, at titte frem bad jeg den stille og roligt om, at gå den anden vej. Jeg takkede nej til den. (Selvfølgelig noget jeg tænkte til mig selv.)
Jeg snakkede med mine forældre og søskende samt venner og veninder et par gange om ugen for lige, at tjekke ind og fortælle hvordan det gik og for, at høre hvordan det gik med dem. Og ja, jo tættere vi kom på at jeg skulle på flyet hjem igen, jo større blev savnet – Ingen tvivl om det, men det var ikke ulideligt på noget tidspunkt.

Jeg har nu snart været hjemme i en uge og jeg slapper af når jeg høre hoveddøren åbnes – Noget som jeg ikke har været længe, men nu genere det mig ikke længere.
Jeg kan sagtens kigge ud af mit vindue, som før var et problem efter hvad der skete sidste sommer.
Det genere mig ikke, at være alene – og det er alene hjemme eller gå alene gennem byen – Ser det ikke længere som værende et så stort et problem som jeg gjorde før.
Og det kan være fordi jeg lige nu er i en god periode og det kan da sagtens være, at jeg falder lidt ned igen, det ville ikke overraske mig, men så ved jeg at det ikke er jordens undergang og jeg ved, at jeg er stærk nok til, at kæmpe mig op igen.
Jeg har gjort det før, så hvis det skulle ske (7-9-13), så ville jeg kunne gøre det igen.

// Sarah Katrine

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Youtube – Sarah Katrine Jensen

Mail – Sarahkatblog@gmail.com

LINK TO VIDEO IN THE BOTTOM OF THIS BLOG POST.

I haven’t posted anything for about a month now, and the reason for it is that I have been in Bath, England for 3 weeks. It was my first time out of the country without my family, and it was my first time on a plane as well – A lot of new things all at once.
I have never been so nervous and scared as I was when I saw the plane for the first time. I did take a pill that was suppose to help me relax, and yes it worked a little. I was shaking and I didn’t really know if I should cry or laugh – It was a weird feeling.
But when We got on the plane and sat down, I was looking out of the window and all of the sudden the plane stared moving. I wanted to scream, but I didn’t – Properly not the best idea on a plane. It was driving faster and faster and I would see Copenhagen get smaller and smaller. It was so surreal. I could see Sweden and the bridge from Denmark to Sweden, for a whole new perspective.  I couldn’t stop looking out the window the entire flight – 1 hour and 30-40 mins. When We got to Bristol, We were sat outside the airport and had a smoke. I was so confused. We were one hour behind what I’m used to and the cars were driving on the wrong side of the road.
We got on the bus that should get Us to Bath. It was so weird to be on the other side of the road and drive the other way around in the roundabouts, and to be honest – I was a bit scared that we would hit a car, but luckily we didn’t.

When We arrived in Bath, it was quiet late and We were both really tired and hungry. He showed me around they city center while we were waiting for the bus that took us to his place.  He lives almost all the way up the hill, so the view is amazing. It was a bit weird to see his room in person after 1,5 years on Skype. I was in the room – What?!
We were still hungry so we got in his car and drove to a little shop and got some food, and then straight to bed.

If I write about what We did every day it would be the longest blog post in the world, so let’s make it short. He showed me a lot of really amazing viewpoints, bridges and where he goes when I’m not there with him. We did spend a lot of time in Bath city center, but we also went to Bristol – Both some really nice places.
Oh, and We went to his uncles wedding and I met his family. People were so nice and talked to me like we already knew each other. But one thing that surprised me a little is, that they hugged me the first time they met me – Not that it’s a problem, but I’m not used to that. Normally I would shake there hands, but no, they hugged me. They made me feel very welcome.
But before the wedding, We had to find a dress for me, which wasn’t easy because I’m normally not a dress type of girl at all and it shouldn’t be too expensive,  but we did find a lot of dresses that I/He liked. I have never tried on so many dresses in my life. A lot of them were a size or two to big, but there were one that fit perfectly and it was only 4 pounds, which is around 30-40 DKK. You could never find a dress so cheep in Denmark.

I didn’t feel anxious walking around town full of people,  it was an amazing feeling. And something I was really nervous about was talking to people over there, and some people would properly think “Why?” because they think my english is good, but I’m actually really insecure about my english, but it wasn’t a problem for me, and I was surprised.

And now when I’m back, I feel so much stronger and my energy is back. It was a good decision to go with Him back to England. But it was amazing to see my family and friends again, never missed them so much before and it was hard to be away from them for so long, but it didn’t really effect me that much, only a day or two.

I did film a little bit when I was away, not as much as I thought I did/wanted to, but I decided to edit it anyway and make a video, so You guys can see what I/We saw when We were in England and my family of cause.

You can see the video HERE – 3 WEEKS IN ENGLAND.

// Sarah Katrine

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Youtube – Sarah Katrine Jensen

Mail – Sarahkatblog@gmail.com

So a lot of people have asked me who takes my photos, and I take most of them myself.
When I’m with my dad, I sometimes ask him to take a few photos if I want a full length photo of what i’m wearing or something like that. But yeah I take most of my photos myself.

And I made a little video (Watch the video here.) just for fun, so you guys can see how it looks like when i shoot my own photos. And as you can tell I edit my photos.
It’s not because I feel like I need to change anything, but because I have a few spots and scars that can be a bit disturbing to the eye when you look at the photo.
And then I like to bring out my eyes because that is were i want the focus to be (In the photos below) , if that makes any sense.

I don’t mind if people edit their photos, as long as they don’t change too much.
You can edit your skin or whatever, but I like when I can tell it’s you. If we’re talking about a normal portrait.

But photography is art.
You can do whatever you want. There is no rules.
Be creative and have fun.

All photos are mine and I took them myself.

// Sarah Katrine

Instagram – Sarahkatrinekat

Youtube – Sarah Katrine Jensen

Mail – Sarahkatblog@gmail.com

I’m moving on.
I’m moving on from all the bad.

I’ve said goodbye to people who isn’t good for me.
People who, I thought, were my friends.
People who, I thought, made me feel better.

But I’ve realized that they weren’t my friends.
They didn’t make me feel good.
Some talked nonsense behind my back.
Some have tried to start rumors about me.

I’ve realized that I don’t need them.
It took me a while to realize it.
I don’t understand why it took me so long
but it was a lesson.

I’ve learned, I’ve grown. 

The past couple of months have been a little crazy.
I have been confused, frustrated, sad, happy, crying, smiling.
I’ve learned so much about the people around me and myself.
I know a bit more about what’s good for me and what isn’t good for me.

I am moving on. 

I want to say a special thank you to my family and friends for hugging me when things got a bit to much, smiling with me on my good days and talk to me when I needed to talk.

And another special thank you to someone really special, who have helped me open up about some things. You’ve been a really big inspiration to me. I can’t thank you enough.
I’ll see you soon.

Thank you to everyone who reads my blog and follow me on my social medias for always believing in me and making me smile on the bad days.

// Sarah Katrine

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Youtube – Sarah Katrine Jensen

Mail – Sarahkatblog@gmail.com

I think, we all know, that we live in a world where (some) people tend to try and bring other people down. And it shouldn’t be like that, I think we all can agree on that.

I used to get bullied quit a lot when I was younger. It already started when I was around 5.
It lasted for years, from when I stared school till the day I graduated and it still happens, but I have learned something through the years.

1.  DON’T LISTEN
   
   I know it’s easier said than done – But there will come a day where you will be able to ignore all the negative nonsense people say to/about you.
2. DON’T OVERTHINK IT
   
   I know how easy it is to overthink, when you come back home from school and lay in your bed at night. But try not to overthink it. Just keep thinking about the good things. You might have had a really bad day, but I’m 99,9% sure that you smiled at least one time doing the day. Think about whatever that made you smile.
   If you didn’t smile, I’m sure that something/someone made you feel good.
   Focus on the good – Even if it’s something small.
3. TALK ABOUT IT

   It can be hard to talk about something like this, but it needs to be done. Why? So you don’t sit with it yourself. Something that took me years to realize.
   Will it stop the negative nonsense? I don’t know, maybe not, but it’s always good to talk about the things that’s going on. And you can always talk to the teacher at school about what happened and maybe you can help them find a way to stop it. We always tell our parents, sibling or friends about the good thing when they happen. Why not try and do it with the negative/bad things?

4. YOU ARE NOT ALONE
   
   You might feel alone, but it’s just a feeling – In fact there’s millions of people all around the world who is being bullied (Unfortunately). You might know someone who’s getting bullied too, talk to her/him. Talk to the people around you – The ones who really do care about you. There’s always at least one who cares about you, want to listen, want to help.
5.  YOU ARE SO MUCH MORE
   
   Yes, people often judge others by their looks, but you are so much more. You are a human being with a beating heart. You have feelings, you have humor, you have thoughts, you have so much more than just your looks.
   Fine, if people think it’s ok to judge you by your looks, let them. We can’t control them and we can’t force them to get to know us. But if they judge you by your looks, then you know they ain’t worth talking to.

   Imagine two people standing in front of you.
   One of them is talking nonsense about your looks, the other one is just standing, looking in your eyes, trying to have a normal human conversation with you.
   Now, who are you talking to?

   You might feel like defending yourself – It’s normal. But would you rather talk so someone who’s talking nonsense to you, than someone who’s trying to get to know you and don’t really care about the way you look? He/she might think “You have really nice eyes” but don’t necessarily say it because the person is really interested in getting to know you.

There’s always one you can talk to, if you’re going through hard time.
I’m sure there’s a number you can call, if you don’t feel like you can talk to anyone around you.

If you live in Denmark you can always call Børnetelefonen

FEEL FREE TO SEND ME AN EMAIL OR TEXT ME ON MY INSTAGRAM IF YOU NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE – I might not be a professional but I will always try my best to help.

// Sarah Katrine Jensen
Mail – Sarahkatblog@gmail.com
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I went for a walk last night.
I walked across an empty soccer field.
I stopped.
The sun was setting and the sky was beautiful.

But when I turned around, the bright colors slowly turned darker.
The sky was now covered by dark grey, almost black clouds.

Is it weird, that I was more attracted by the dark side?
Is it weird, that I find it safe?

I know.. I was getting better, but I’m scared. I’m scared to get better.
I’m used to the depression.

But i guess that’s what depression does to you.
It make you push people away and stay in bed instead of going out with friends, make you quirt – You don’t talk anymore – You just feel – Keep it all to yourself.
And it makes you feel safe.

I was standing alone on the soccer field.
I forced myself to turn around. Turn around so I could see all the beautiful colors.
My body was shaking and my mind was going crazy. It was like a war zone.
My mind kept telling me to turn around again. Turn around so I could feel safe.
But I didn’t.

I want to get better, but what if I can’t? I’m scared.
What if the depression is too strong? What if it comes back? Will I still be me, if I get better? Will my family/friends still like me? Am I going to feel alone? Will they leave me?
What if I push them further away? What if they push me away?

// Sarah Katrine

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Youtube – Sarah Katrine Jensen

Mail – Sarahkatblog@gmail.com

I haven’t been blogging much lately and there’s a reason for that.
I made a life update video, where i’m talking about what i have been up to and whats going on in my life right now. You can see the video HERE.

Life can be hard sometimes, but you’re stronger than you think.

// Sarah Katrine

Instagram – Sarahkatrinekat

Youtube – Sarah Katrine Jensen

Mail – Sarahkatblog@gmail.com